Day 3 After Thyroid Cancer Surgery: Small Changes in My Body
It has been three days since I was hospitalized last Sunday and underwent thyroid cancer surgery.
After the surgery, I developed constipation. It’s not exactly painful, but it feels uncomfortable.
Maybe it’s because I haven’t been drinking enough water. I should make an effort to stay hydrated whenever I remember.
I went to bed early last night and had a deep sleep. My body feels noticeably lighter today.
The pain in my throat is also improving hour by hour. I’m relieved that my recovery seems to be progressing quickly.
Life in a Shared Hospital Room
I am staying in a five-person hospital room, and there are four patients including me.
There are also caregivers and guardians, so it feels quite crowded.
Everything is fine, except that some people are quite noisy.
They talk a lot, all day long.
Should I also start talking like them?
Aside from the chaotic environment, I am satisfied with my hospital life.
I eat all three meals well, and surprisingly, the hospital food is quite good.
I even find myself looking forward to tomorrow’s sandwich.
Seeing Others, Changing Perspective
While using the hallway restroom and leaving my meal tray outside,
I looked up and noticed other patients.
Everyone here must be sick in some way.
I also see nurses moving quickly, taking care of multiple patients.
Because of them, I am able to receive treatment safely.
Emotional Changes During Recovery
Being sick reduces my emotional capacity.
I become more sensitive and easily irritated.
But this is part of the healing process.
I need to soften my mindset.
I realized that I haven’t truly loved myself,
and maybe that’s how I ended up like this.
I am trying to reconcile with myself.
We haven’t fully reached an agreement yet,
but I am slowly reaching out my hand.
It will take time.
Trying to Focus, Even a Little
I brought three books to the hospital, thinking I would read them.
But every time I try, I can’t concentrate well.
Maybe there are too many thoughts inside me.
Still, I’m glad that I’m writing, even if it’s just a little.
Getting Closer to the End
Tomorrow, my drainage tube will be removed.
The breathing therapy I used to do three times a day has already been replaced with medication.
I can see the finish line now.
It’s currently 11:07 AM.
I’ll make the most of the remaining time, stay positive, and go home soon.
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